Future Career

I have been thinking this career for a couple of months now, but when I grow up I want to study to be a diplomat and represent Russia! I know that I have to study hard and persevere everyday to make it and represent both my country and Russia. I know that when I grow up my dreams will come true. I study everyday about this career and know that the road ahead isn't easy... Right now, the only thing I can do is try and change society put my name out there in the world and not let anything stop me from chasing my dreams. And I right now I can only keep learning more languages and more international history and I hope that I never give up and become someone in this world and let others bring me down.

If you would like to see diplomat requirements please feel free to check link below:

http://learn.org/articles/What_Are_the_Requirements_to_Become_a_Diplomat.html

Troublemaker

Troublemaker: Surviving Hollywood And  Scientology

    This book is about Hollywood actress Leah Remini an outspoken actress exposing the truth of the most controversial church in the world the church of Scientology. A little brief explanation on the church's ideology is that it is a religion that offers a path and understanding the mind spiritual nature 

and ones relationship with family, themselves and others. Or so that's what the church wants you to believe Leah Remini explains her life in the world of Scientology becoming one of the Scientology defendants to the churches number one enemy. It showed how Leah grew up thirteen years in the church with all of her family and stayed there till she was eighteen but while living in the church she noticed suspicious activity when she was told to expose all of her secrets to a machine such as sexual activity, secrets and even expose friends secrets because the church believes that if they do so they are helping man kind but actually they were brainwashed. And when she reached the age of eighteen she defected from the church which often comes at a cost. If you're family and friends are in the church you may not have any communication with them because of strict rules and if caught communicating that may result to one getting arrested. But lucky Leah was able to leave with all of her family aunts uncles, mother, sisters and even more which often isn't the case! Today Leah Remini is an activist and still talks about how she opposes the church for its cruel treatment to people.
    I really loved how Leah Remini decided to reveal the truth of Scientology not a lot of people knew what Scientology was and its masterminding plots to almost brainwash people to believing the truth it   explains the truth on how when she was a child and a nobody during her years in the church she was treated poorly and when she became an actress. She was all of a sudden looked up upon to be this role model and this spokesperson and forced to say good things about the church.

Future Hopes For Highschool ✨✨

Next school year, I'll be in Highschool! From watching most movies you feel like what's coming you're way drama, drama and more drama. But besides drama I hope that I give everything my very all. From grades to sports and to pass senior year of Highschool with knowing what I have accomplished and my future career. And I hope to still obtain my personality willing to still care about the people about me and again give everything my very all and end everyday on a good note.

Selena My Idol ❤️

Most recently I have looked up to one of my favorite music singers Selena Quintanilla, she is Mexican singer, model, spokeswoman, actress and fashion designer. She is a idol in my eyes music is so touching and I can look up to her for a girl who came from nothing and build herself up to a humble career. I love her because she portrayed my people my Latino majority group as workers as people who came from nothing and made themselves on top. I look up to her, I want a career like hers not as a singer but as a actor or maybe even a spokesman that empowers people around the world to follow there dreams because with hard work and a positive attitude anything is possible.

2016-2017 School Year Reflection

This year went by so fast! And less than a month school would end and I'm off to Highschool I'm glad to say that I'm going to end this school year on a good note. I persevered my way through this school year faced challenges like all of us and with determination I grew stronger and stronger each day and became who I am today a skilled hardworking fourteen year old! I am glad on how I presented myself to my peers and teachers and I'm glad that I gave my test my all! I am glad that I lived everyday as it if were my last. And I hope that the people around me now that no matter the struggles happening in the world and in my personal life I take time and stand strong. I am so grateful to have met wonderful people this year. I lost so many people but the people who are here today the handful of friends that I have those are the people that deserve my gratitude because without them I honestly don't know where I would be.

Summer Plans 💞💞

This upcoming summer I plan to do so many things! I hope to accomplish so many things that I thought was not possible. This June I plan to go to Mexico and see my many if not hundreds! Aunts, uncles, grandparents and make new friends and I am determined to go and surprise my mother and father with tickets that would finally give them the chance to go back to there homeland and see there family that they left so many years ago. After that I hope to go to California by myself and explore and finally get a chance to go see some of California's biggest attractions. While June has a lot to offer I am also planning to travel around Europe my first stop in Europe will be Moscow, Russia a place that I wanted to go for a while now and I hope that my Russian speaking helps! And see all the great attractions that Russia has to offer to its architecture and great foods!

Mommie Dearest

    This book Mommie Dearest explains  the story of a famous hollywood actress  Joan Crawford  and explains how during the 1960s Joan's career in acting has disintegrated and fell apart due to her age. During this time period woman were still stereotyped especially if you wer an actress during this time if you were a woman and over fifty which she was your career was practically over. And at this time period she adopted a child and named her Christina Crawford the first out of four children Joan would adopt. Most speculated that she adopted Christina for  publicity purposes so her name would be known to the world again as this generous woman who cares so much for foster children that she would adopt one herself. And this was very uncommon at the time for a divorced lady above fifty to be a single mother. But one expected Joan to treat her daughter the way she treated her was upsurd. Joan released her anger on her daughter Joan's life was falling apart no offers for movies nor television were coming in and it was harder for her to keep her fame and her family together but suddenly fall apart.
    My personal opinion on this book is that I really enjoyed it I enjoyed how Christina didn't decided to hold in her anger and secrets. She revealed the truth of hollywoods most famous Hollywood actress of the twentieth century. She didn't keep quiet and that's why I really admire her as most people who were abused. The decided to keep in all the anger all the rage they have and never let it out Christina talked to herself and thought if she should release the book she was afraid that no one will believe her and believe that she wrote this memoir for attention purposes.

Today's World Issues

Looking at the news it is sad to see my the world falling apart it makes me feel so vulnerable to pain. Seeing  parts of the world fighting each other for there ideologies what they believe is right when in doubt they are spreading hatred. Seeing my country split in too one side supporting a growing like dictator who's spreading nothing but hatred and racism while the other side is trying to protest and start to riot there leader. While in Europe we have constant attacks on major densely populated cities and we slowly see our world falling apart. And the thing that makes me mad is that there is no one trying to help to try to find a solution to create a peace. And I wanna do something I don't want to be a bystander I want to do something to create peace and spread happiness and never have to worry about these issues.

Life Is Beautiful ❤️❤️

Life Is Beautiful 

    If I were to compare the movie Life is Beautiful to my poem Forgotten the connection I would make the connection that even in desperate situations and when things get tuff you should never loose hope and keep trying to fight for what you fight for which in the movie and the poem it was love and freedom they were fighting for what they believed was right. For example, in the movie it showed that when the mom Dora was separated from her son Joshua and her husband Guievl. Guievl disguised himself as a woman to find  her but was caught by S.S. Nazi soldiers and shot multiple times. And in the poem it showed how the writers lover was taken away and how he tried to discover her and hopefully reunite.
   It is difficult to try and compare the tone and the overall message between the poem and the movie because it focus on such a level that is so hard for anyone imagine that back in the 1940s the world was falling apart almost 1 million might have died in a month or less. But still you could find hope in the little bit of places even if that was scarfrising there own life's or someone else's in the end they still had hope that some day it would get better. 

     Although it might have been hard to find hope in the movie because it was again as I said taken at such a terrible time in history the father Guievl tried to support his son from learning the reality and saving his wife by send messages across the loud speaker and giving his and his mom hope that they were okay and that they wanted her mother to be safe and well.

Halocaust Butterfly Project 🦋

https://www.thinglink.com/scene/900831544002740227

Butterfly

Propaganda

This propaganda poster represents how the German man is the most powerful man living on Earth and he is an inferior race and that this race is the savior of our planet by ruthlessly killing the Jewish population which are portrayed to be nasty slob and which shows that propaganda was so easy to do back then since most people relied on the government and it was a way to brainwash citizens into thinking what they wanted. Which almost makes you think, even if our government is brainwashing us and if so what?

In My Hands, Memories of a Holocaust survivor

This book is about a girl named Irene Gut Opdyke who was raised to a Polish Catholic family in Poland. Until, 1939 when Nazi and Soviet troops invaded the country and reclaimed it for there own. Vigorously the Polish government tried to prevent any more land being claimed they recruited polish men and woman to serve in there military. Now seventeen year old Irene was now recruited as a Nurse as her family was killed and sent to ghettos she fought for her survival. Until the unthinkable happened Irene was suddenly kid napped by Soviet troops she was taken hostage under he will she was brutally rapped and harmed. She was now recruited to serve under the communist government the USSR. She was still recruited the same position as in Poland she was a nurse who helped the enemy. Then, Irene made a decision to defect to Kiev, Ukraine under false identity to escape the horrors of the Soviet Union but just sitting down watching and hearing people die couldn't help Irene she made a decision to contribute her own time to defect to Nazi Germany and again live under false identity and help Jews being targeted by the government and sending vital information to the ghettos of Germany making her contribution have a lasting impact and being a influential woman who helped and made deadly decisions almost ever time she moved.

Cold War Nonfiction Book

For my my nonfiction book, I have chosen to talk about the Cold War. Overall, the Cold War started after a result of World War II the fallen Nazi Germans was divided into four sectors the capital Berlin was taken over by communist rule of the Soviet Union while the west was captured by the allies of the United States, France and Britain all ruled the east with a capitalist government. Moving on to 1961 a wall between east and West Berlin was build to limit the number of migration to the west since the communist government was murdering people day by day to people who either opposed the government or who set a threat to the government. So, east Berlin proposed an idea to build a wall and separate these two nations causing the Cold War leading the United States and Soviet Union to clash into each other. These two world superpowers had there own ideas on how the world should be runned the USSR wanted to spread communism all over the world and the United States wanted to spread Capitalism. Again and again there was constant bickering the Soviet Union expanded communism to another level by creating three proxy wars in Asia and in the Middle-east. The Korean War (July 25, 1950-July 27, 1953) which seperated the Korean Peninsula north was captured by the communist while the south was captured by the capitalist. And shows the amount of propaganda that was captured and shown to the world.

Regretting

We all regret something that we have done in our lives, sometimes that regret may lead you to change you're outlook on life. One biggest regret I have is back in July of 2012 regretting the last opportunity I had see my bestfriends last day. Waking up knowing that it was my bestfriends ninety-fifth birthday I was so eager to rush to his house and see him and give him his birthday present and be first to say happy birthday. But that was all cut sort when I heard that I needed to go downtown to the hospital I tried so hard to try and organize  a plan but it didn't work out. I had to go leave my bestfriend behind. Later as little time as twenty-four hours would I regret my decision of not staying when I was the first to discover my pride and joy my mentor gone. After this experience I learned that a life can be taken away and you might have no idea when and most importantly who it might be. I regret not staying, not seeing him in person not hugging him are the little things I regret but know I learned my lesson to appreciate everything and everyone around me to live as it was you're last and to respect others.

My Hero ❤️

  There are so many people that I look up to in my life, but one of my heroes. Who I truly look up to is an actress who can turn the world on with her smile. Mary Tyler Moore she played two daring roles on television during the early 1960s in the Dick Van Dyke Show and later in 1970 in the Mary Tyler Moore Show show. She broke barriers for woman in 1960's and 70s as woman were still portrayed to be a stay and home house wifes. She was in her own show The Mary Tyler Moore Show she began to set inspirations for woman trying to become someone. The plot of the show was that a newly divorced woman was living by herself trying to make it big in Minneapolis, Minnesota as a local news woman for a news station called WJM later on the show she became executive producer which broke barriers for woman during the 70s. And even though I'm not a female but I do look up to her because she taught me that I don't need a woman, I don't need anybody I can be a Independent person and be who I wanna be just like Mary pursuit my aspersions just like Mary and to me that's really inspiring and as she said in her own words "Take chances, make mistakes. That's how you grow. Pain nourishes your courage. You have to fail in order to practice being brave." And if I ever had  the opportunity to meet her I would just like to thank her for giving me hope because as the shows theme song once said "you're gonna make it on you're after all" And if I'm ever down I can just remember that whatever happens. And I'm gonna make it because if Mary can do it I can too.

Things That Make Me a happy

One of the most important things that make happy is being able to be free and let myself be because I love and appreicate being able to be me and being able to travel and be an independent and gave life my own way not having to deal with people's drama and do me because being me and being able to do whatever I want  self empowerment I want to Implement my ideas and make them come true and that makes me happy.

Perserverance Blog

 While watching  the videos on perseverance I learned that no matter what you're probably going through I'm your life it always tells better with hard work and determination you can do anything. By taking risk and putting in effort you can do anything you set you're mind to. Even quitting a normal habit may have lasting consequences maybe in potential good ways it may change your views on life and other people. In the video Nick was clearly going through struggles but somehow with perseverance and never giving up never letting anyone get to him. He made it to be the most happiest person ever with no legs or arms he still lets himself be on top and let no one bring him down. And to me that's really empowering and shows to be that we shouldn't take anything for granted and be thankful for what we have.

Super Bowl Commercial

The Super Bowl ad that I'm choosing is the Budweiser Beer commercial because in the past days I heard on the news I have been hearing controversy on a super bowl commercial and that's the Budweiser Beer commercial. They have been comparing the commercial to trumps new Muslim ban and watching it I can see why they compared it to it seeing the commercial I saw discrimination like what's happening today with Muslims and other groups of races. I saw a German man being looked down upon trying to make his way to America now after the commercial some people decided to boycott the commercial taking in the internet #boycottbudweiser

Dear President... Advice

Dear President Trump,

    As much as despise your plans of immigration and views on the United States, but the only advice I can give you is make yourself a role model. Don't make African-Americans, Muslims, Latinos live under fear of getting deported, don't let women fear of going out and getting physically groped, don't let children fear for there parents and don't let them think that one day they come home from school there parents may not be there but sent back to there country. Instead, reunify our country make others feel reassured that everyone is safe. Make sure that our country demonstrates an examples for other countries instead of creating mass protest with world leaders which seems the case that you've been doing. Don't scare your citizens and make them fear that you are a dictator unify this country first. You can't build walls in the southern part of our country, that just shows how weak we are that we have to build a wall in our borders to protect ourselves. And everyone feel proud to live in the United States except make us feel divided...

Craziest Argument I've Ever Had!

This big argument started in 2014 when this girl was talking behind my back in school and on Facebook, but in sixth grade but I can recall that I didn't really have any friends not like I wanted any. But this girl liked me and I didn't she wanted to be friends with me so I was okay sure, I got to know her really well until the end of sixth grade she was talking behined my back and telling other people rumors on the internet and in school telling others about my sexuality and family etc. which were all false just because I didn't like her! Which is crazy, and she took it to another level when she tied to expell me but most people knew that everything she was saying was false so they told the school staff about and her lies and me and the one thing I learned from this experience is that sometimes you we'll meet people that you think you can trust but now I try not to tell anyone anything personal or about yet my life because one day that person may stand you in the back and you'll regret your decisions.

Faking it to becoming it

One thing I think I should fake till I become it, is fake is my attitude towards kids in my school or others who are in my life because most I don't listen to them or seem to care unless it's important so I can hope to fake it to make it.

Where I'm from

I'm from all over from land to land shprento shore a I have no home but I can make a home with travel the seas, traveling everywhere I go to find a place to call home somewhere to make myself known to find a place my home.

Spreading Kindness

This winter break I tried to do more activities than rather stay indoors by helping my mom with cleaning and showing her that I can be more responsible at home and outdoors and setting a good example to others. So can have a good image, And even though it might not be a lot it still shows her what I can accomplish and do to make me show my parents that I care about them and available to help them when they do or don't ask.